N ow, I understand that the traumatic birth of my son had triggered unresolved trauma from my past but at that moment nobody really understood what was going on with me and even less how to help me. Not being able to find solutions through my family doctor, I quickly ended up using homeopathy and later Bach Flowers to be able to come back to a place of functioning relatively normal. As I went deeper and deeper into my healing I started to understand where my traumas were coming from and by the end of my first marriage I was seeing healers and therapists regularly.

After my second marriage failed and I had moved back to Amsterdam, I intensified working with healers even more. As I was putting back together the broken pieces of my life, after some of the worst years ever where our family of six was cut in half. This was really my dark night of the soul, with my oldest son incarcerated and addicted to drugs at the age of fourteen, my youngest daughter dying from a rare birth defect shortly after being born and only a month later catching husband number two with the same mistress for the second time. Healing became an important part of drastically changing my reality experience.

I vowed while holding my dying daughter in the ICU to eradicate drama from my life completely. After my youngest daughter died due to the complications of her birth defect, I even legally changed my first and last name to draw a line in the sand from that day forward. I gave myself a new canvas, to create the life of my dreams on.

I chose to end suffering, but this process didn’t happen overnight.

I became debt-free and financially independent, after being a single mother on welfare by starting an online business from home. It was also through healing that I broke through the 5-figures and later the 6-figures glass ceiling I was keeping myself caught under, effectively healing my money story.

When I met who I recognized as my Twin Soul in 2014, like many people I thought I had already done a ton of healing and that there couldn’t be that much more left to do. Not knowing what I didn’t know, I thought that because I had been at it for close to two decades by then, there was no way that I still wasn’t done!

I was about to find out how much, unprocessed trauma and unresolved pain I was still carrying in my vibrational field. I thought because I knew that I had been sexually abused as a child, that I had healed it. I thought because I loved my father, that this meant that I had forgiven him. This was of course not true and there were many more things about my past that I didn’t consciously remember because my subconscious mind was hiding them from me in an attempt to protect me.

It took me another seven years of increasingly intense weekly healing sessions with later on multiple healers and therapists, to address what had been left unresolved from my early childhood, my teenage years, adulthood, but also from past lives and what I had chosen to take on from my family lineage.

The more I healed, the more I unlocked past life spiritual gifts, innate talents, and healing powers that went as deep as that I had gone into my own healing journey. This made them even more powerful, because of the inner healing work I had done.

By July 2018 my Soul Embodiment process started within the mental body. By the end of 2019, I anchored my soul into the physical body, and by the end of 2020 and the beginning of 2021, I came into full inner union with my own soul after further cleaning out the emotional and vibrational body. It was also in 2021 that I started to enter the frequency of Heaven on Earth.

When I started my healing journey so many years ago, I had no idea that this is where it would take me. It wasn’t until the last three years that I have started to truly understand the process that I was being led into and how the three elements, Healing the Subconscious, Sacred Relationships, and Soul Embodiment all tie into the one destination, that allows us to enter into Heaven on Earth as our physical reality experience.

It is when I reached this point in my own healing journey, that I realized that Soul Embodiment is available to us all. It doesn’t depend on anyone or anything outside of ourselves. It doesn’t require being activated by special love, we are all meant to come back into Oneness with our own Divinity.

Looking back, I can now see that it is through healing the subconscious that I healed the separation between my ego and my soul. It is through healing the wounded ego that we can come into Inner Union with our own Divine Self, which unlocks Heaven on Earth and all that is ours by Divine Right to manifest in our physical reality.

Although it took me close to three decades to figure this all out, my students of the School of Soul Embodiment do not have to go through all the trial and error that I went through. They can simply follow the step-by-step program, bonuses, and resources that I have developed that allow them to hit the ground running in their own Soul Embodiment process.

Through my own process and lived experience, I have created a practical 12 step program to the Inner Union and the Ascension process that I offer within the School of Soul Embodiment.

This work is my Soul legacy, to assist the Spiritual 1% ready to dive deep into their subconscious unlock the frequency of Heaven on Earth and take their manifesting skills to the Soul level. We are on the brink of a new era, in which we are asked to reprogram our old fear-based beliefs systems and come back to the vibrational frequency of unconditional love.